In setting this blog up I feel compeled to talk about the girls and how terribly we miss them. Mike and I were all set up, mentally, to be a family of four. Going from that mindset to 'back to two' is very hard. We wish every day to be a family of four again . Maybe someday.
For those of you who don't know Maya and Leah passed away on Saturday, April 5, 2008 at 24 weeks old. I delivered them at 4:00 in the morning in a very serene and peaceful setting. Just me, Mike, our nurse, and good friend, Kim, and our doctor. They were beautiful.
Through we didn't know why they passed away at the ultrasound the previous day, we found out after they were born that they shared an umbilical cord. The girls are our medical miracle. The doctors had never seen twin babies get so far along and share a cord.
Through we didn't get to keep the girls, we know that they are watching over us and guiding us through every day. We miss them and wish they were still here but know that God is taking good care of them.
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- Kellie
- I started blogging in the spring of 2008 after the death of my twin baby girls, Leah and Maya. This is my journey after loosing them and the many other hardships that I have been through since.
Some powerful verses:
"Wait on the Lord...and He shall strengthen thine heart..." Psalm 27: 14
"Blessed are they that mour; for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5: 4
"God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 21: 4
"Blessed are they that mour; for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5: 4
"God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 21: 4
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Do YOU know?
Do you know how hard it is
To hold two babies that don’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell those babies goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your children should be sleeping there
Resting their sleepy heads?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling that your to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You’ll always feel the shame
Do you know the heartache
Knowing their gone for good?
And feeling that you didn’t do
All the things you could
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it’s Gods will?
Do you know the emptieness
When your children are bor still?
To hold two babies that don’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell those babies goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your children should be sleeping there
Resting their sleepy heads?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling that your to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You’ll always feel the shame
Do you know the heartache
Knowing their gone for good?
And feeling that you didn’t do
All the things you could
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it’s Gods will?
Do you know the emptieness
When your children are bor still?
1 comment:
I lost my daughter on March 5th at 20 weeks. Our due dates must have been very close. I'm so sorry for your loss.
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