My last post I was feeling so guilty for being healthy and blessed. I guess I should have knocked on wood! With out getting into too much detail, things haven't been 'back to normal.' I have been having terrible pains in my lower tummy but I just thought it was cramps or whatever,... that was two tweeks ago though. I wanted to think it was kinda normal and wait it out and soften the pain with medicine. But I couldn't handel it anymore so I called my doc today. She said that's not good and she rushed me into the lab to get some immediate blood work done. This is going to be the longest night of my life to date. Waiting, Waiting,... for the results.
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- Kellie
- I started blogging in the spring of 2008 after the death of my twin baby girls, Leah and Maya. This is my journey after loosing them and the many other hardships that I have been through since.
Some powerful verses:
"Wait on the Lord...and He shall strengthen thine heart..." Psalm 27: 14
"Blessed are they that mour; for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5: 4
"God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 21: 4
"Blessed are they that mour; for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5: 4
"God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 21: 4
Background
Do YOU know?
Do you know how hard it is
To hold two babies that don’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell those babies goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your children should be sleeping there
Resting their sleepy heads?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling that your to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You’ll always feel the shame
Do you know the heartache
Knowing their gone for good?
And feeling that you didn’t do
All the things you could
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it’s Gods will?
Do you know the emptieness
When your children are bor still?
To hold two babies that don’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell those babies goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your children should be sleeping there
Resting their sleepy heads?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling that your to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You’ll always feel the shame
Do you know the heartache
Knowing their gone for good?
And feeling that you didn’t do
All the things you could
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it’s Gods will?
Do you know the emptieness
When your children are bor still?
2 comments:
I will be praying that everything turn out ok.
Lisa
i had horrible stomach pains (they actually felt like contractions) too about a month after the baby was born so i went in to the doc and it turned out to only be gas pains, opps, i felt like an idiot! hope that made you smile :)
praying for you, please keep us posted!
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