Well today was my due date. I am very depressed today as I guessed I would but it's not as bad as I thought. The fact that I had twins made my due date iffy. Going a full 40 weeks is almost unherd of. Had Leah and Maya been OK I probably would have had them 3 or 4 weeks ago. SO that I helps to deal with today I guess. A little. It's just that I keep thinking back to when I found out I was preganant and went to my first doc visit. They told me August 1st, it felt like forever away. And now it's here already. It went SOOOO fast. It was SOOOOO painful.
Needless to say, I am getting through it. Last night was rough but today was a nice sunny day and I am looking forweard to whatever the future may hold. God is watching over my babies and I know that I will see they someday.
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- Kellie
- I started blogging in the spring of 2008 after the death of my twin baby girls, Leah and Maya. This is my journey after loosing them and the many other hardships that I have been through since.
Some powerful verses:
"Wait on the Lord...and He shall strengthen thine heart..." Psalm 27: 14
"Blessed are they that mour; for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5: 4
"God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 21: 4
"Blessed are they that mour; for they shall be comforted." Matthew 5: 4
"God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes." Revelation 21: 4
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Do YOU know?
Do you know how hard it is
To hold two babies that don’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell those babies goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your children should be sleeping there
Resting their sleepy heads?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling that your to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You’ll always feel the shame
Do you know the heartache
Knowing their gone for good?
And feeling that you didn’t do
All the things you could
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it’s Gods will?
Do you know the emptieness
When your children are bor still?
To hold two babies that don’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell those babies goodbye?
Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your children should be sleeping there
Resting their sleepy heads?
Do you know how hard it is
Feeling that your to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You’ll always feel the shame
Do you know the heartache
Knowing their gone for good?
And feeling that you didn’t do
All the things you could
Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it’s Gods will?
Do you know the emptieness
When your children are bor still?
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